A letter to the part of me which is indispensable

A letter to the part of me which is indispensable and weirdly beautiful! /In Caption/ Dearest hesitation, You have been my biggest vulnerability since the time I had gained consciousness. You were there when I entered into school for first time or even new class every year and still have not left me. You were there when teacher asked me something and I knew correct answer but didn't say. You were there beating so fastly in my heart when I met new person or worked in group projects. You were even there when someone asked me what happened and I couldn't reply. You were even there when happiness knocked my door. You were there when I had to go on stage and speak something. You were there when I spoke continuosly for long stretch of time and then thinking how I did that. You were there when I couldn't ask something. But you broke when there was silence all around and solitude embraced me. You betrayed me the moment I gathered courage and thought to remove you from its root itself. I felt you leaving from the same door when I met my eyes in mirror and accepted as well as loved you the way you make me. It was hard but worth it. You are indispensable. You are weirdly beautiful. You are enough. Thank you for teaching me and letting me discover a better part of myself. Thank you for giving me indepth introspection along with peace.

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