Fark na to tumhe us wqt pda tha.. Jb mein roi thi.

Fark na to tumhe us wqt pda tha.. Jb mein roi thi... Na hi us wqt... Jb meri yeh aakhe.. Tumhare samne.. Meine jhuth mei hi bhigoi thi.. Ha na jane kese.. Tumpar.. Itne se wqt mei vishvas hone lga.. Lga jese sunnega yeh meri sari baat.. Or tumhapr khud se jda bharosa bdne lga.. Choti moti bate.. Jese ab mein bs tumse hi kehti thi.. Hasna ho ya rona.. Mein to bs vo sb tumhare samne hi bathi rhti thi.. Shak to tha mujhe.. Thda.. Ki teri aur se.. Bhi mujhe dhokha hi milega.. Kar to rhi hu mein yeh galti phir se.. Mujhe shyd phir se vhi sb bhugatna pdega.. Torda meine khud ko.. Ya jodne ki koshish ki.. Btana chah tumhe meine vo sb.. Chahe meine phir.. Khud ko khud se dur krne ki koshish ki.. Lgne lga tha jese... Ab thda sa to tumhara wqt mera hai.. Nhi bhi mangungi tb bhi.. Pure din mei.. Thda sa to hissa ab mera hai.. Na smjh hu bs.. Ki yeh sb meine khud ba khud soch lia tha.. Na chahte hue bhi apni kuch umeedo ko tumse jord lia tha.. Acha to sirf itna hua.. Ki meri umeedo ko tumne jda bdne na dia.. Shukrguzar hu is bat ki mein... Ki tumne mujhe.. Shi smay par tauk dia.. Ab khud ko smbhalan itna mushkil to vse bhi na hota hai.. Kuki.. Apno ka nhi.. Kam se kam.. Apne shbdo ka mujhko pura bhrosa hai.. Ek yeh hai jo mein janti hu.. Ki hmsha mera sath dennge.. Na chahte hue bhi.. Be wajah hi shi... Zrur mera hath pkdenge..

Bhavna Mehta