Had it been so hard to be a friend To be a camaraderie To be someone who would be there to know your dark side Someone who wouldn't judge you To think you were there That you understood what my mind screamed inside That you felt how the claws gnawed inside me How the pain seethed through me How did i fail to see that it had always been me It had always been me standing there alone Lonely Afraid Confused That it had always been me holding myself together And you had been a mere illusion A mere illusion all this time.... Not always do need a lover...sometimes it is a friend who is deemed dearer #camaraderie #yourquote #yqbaba #yqbabaquotes #friendship #thoughts #yqdidi #lifelessons