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My Dear, Why is life so cruel to me? I'm not re

My Dear, 

Why is life so cruel to me? 
I'm not ready, so not ready...to let you go. 
At times I feel frustrated,angry and torn
Diabolical thoughts crept into me like,
"Why you and why not me? ".
Sometimes,my sinister side got the better of me
 and I got jealous of you. 
For you got to escape this hateful world
 and leave me broken with liabilities
 I never  dreamt I would have. 
Often times I feel that life is too unfair
Like I don't care about anything at all;
Like its the end of the world.
Other times I think I could take it, 
For God knows what's best, and
He has a better plan. 
I've tried not to shed a tear ne'er again, 
For I know you'll suffer no more
For you are the lucky one 
Staying by the Saviour's side
Enjoying in the heavenly abode. 
I've tried not to shed a tear again, 
For I need to have a happy face for the 
Children's sake and act strong
even when I'm not. 
I'll keep safe those tears to supplant
 them with tears of joy the day
 we will be united. 
Till then, may you watch over us 
from above. 
I miss you. 

 1#tribute to my husband#
My Dear, 

Why is life so cruel to me? 
I'm not ready, so not ready...to let you go. 
At times I feel frustrated,angry and torn
Diabolical thoughts crept into me like,
"Why you and why not me? ".
Sometimes,my sinister side got the better of me
 and I got jealous of you. 
For you got to escape this hateful world
 and leave me broken with liabilities
 I never  dreamt I would have. 
Often times I feel that life is too unfair
Like I don't care about anything at all;
Like its the end of the world.
Other times I think I could take it, 
For God knows what's best, and
He has a better plan. 
I've tried not to shed a tear ne'er again, 
For I know you'll suffer no more
For you are the lucky one 
Staying by the Saviour's side
Enjoying in the heavenly abode. 
I've tried not to shed a tear again, 
For I need to have a happy face for the 
Children's sake and act strong
even when I'm not. 
I'll keep safe those tears to supplant
 them with tears of joy the day
 we will be united. 
Till then, may you watch over us 
from above. 
I miss you. 

 1#tribute to my husband#