From time of born to now It's beign so old when I look Back ... The ways I never thought to Check remain unchecked Long hair to short and small To grow high,the measurements Did goes wrong sometimes... Weather and time are just of nature Like people in and out ... Now, I am not 6 I grow little more to 26 The time I want all my pain to erase but It's still there is... I never thought I feel the pain till now, To be punished for mistakes I never did but why I feel insecure and wake up 4 am Morning ? Why the nature aren't favour of me ? Is this life I want at last or am I ready to die ? Questions I can't edit or erase, even no one have answer to it ..... #willingness #wanttodie #hopeless #low #down #helplessness