you say , "world doesn't let one BE happy ." ohh yeah ! but _ am even afraid of myself because it's one hisself to dig a hole and get in . Drastically , i see MY reflection and petrified to take a step today which will lead as the " blast on my past." then , might explode on my future , Chase me utill the grave . Can't have belief on my self ! blast on past_ explode on future