I know I take time to understand things. I know I am complicated to be understood. I know I can't pronounce the words clearly which makes me the center of laughter for some people sometimes. I know I am judged because of un-fair looks. I know I am behind this world. I know I am laughed at because of my attire. I know my life will end in shame because I am not perfect enough for the people of this earth. And I know I look outside the window and think all this because I am empty of other thoughts because all these things have controlled me. I have only one desire now and that is to sleep. To sleep till all these thoughts die within me. To sleep till I find peace. To sleep till this world stops counting me in its population anymore.. #Fed#up#with#life