Staying afloat seem so difficult at this time. Constant anxiety of counting the alive and recovering people in the extended family. Utter disgust on the state of affairs in the country. Sheer disappointment of not being able to meet people, friends and family. The daily heartbreak of not having seen my parents for the last 1.5 years. The unpredictability of how this year shall pass. Rising hopelessness of being almost 32 and having no clear life plan. The irony of finding happiness through FRIENDS on Netflix. There are so many negative thoughts running through my mind all day knowing how Covid has really screwed this generation. Well, our lifestyle has fucked us up more, but Covid has just made it worse. At times I am not even sure how all of us are going to recover from this physically, financially, emotionally and mentally. If I make it to 2025, I think I am gonna give a pat on my own back because this is a really tough time and if anyone feels otherwise, I'd say count your blessings, luck and privilege. #notestoself #covid19 #notetoself #mentalhealth