There is stuff I wanted to do, but I did not. There is stuff I wanted to learn, but I could not. Thoughts I have wanted out of my damn mind, that would leave me not. And this constant gnawing at the heart. It's a feeling I'm familiar with, and also whom it's about. But there's not much that I can do about it. Except, maybe, shout it out on that piece of parchment lying on the table. Or, speak it out with the stranger who's been turning away every time my head casually turns in their direction. Not much, you see. #randomthoughts #freestyle #falsehood #attention #ventingout #yqtales #yqbaba #lockdowndiaries