Defeated, I sit here and wonder if I had really lost or it was a surrender. Perhaps I was fighting a wrong battle, perhaps the judgement was never neutral. Maybe hurdles were disguised as my own, and I would still be if I had known. But now, I sit here and recall it all to find exactly where I had a fall! — % & Surrender #yqbaba #surrender #battle #lost #hurdles #sad #musings #fall