I don't know either I am in love with you...or I l

I don't know either I am in love with you...or I love the soul inside you as my mate. Believe me, I've remember everything Every bit of seconds of togetherness Every move, your smile, your maturity,my innocence,my stupidities every microsingle word of our conversation....I get to realise it now...as the weather changed,as the rain came... falling drops made me feel how much I too have fell for you,and these smooth cold winds touches me the way you wanted to.. As I told our time to my dearest one(not more than you)..I found that you are still remained in a sequence within me, as well I found you far better in every fruitfull things we did....it's just I used to pretend that I am careless and I don't need you. I don't know even if I should feel for you the way I'm feeling or not.. I think it's gonna be over complicated I know....no worries..I'll try to get moved on,as also weather changes...but this time it is becoming really hard to pretend that I really hates you..💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Kashish