That's the problem. It's a game for some people. They make you fall in love with them. They make you believe in their lies. They use their wit and charm to disarm you. To take down your fucking walls. Then they break you. They make you believe you did something wrong. They ignore you and then you're forced to run back to them. You're forced to apologize without even know what it is you're apologizing for exactly. They get a thrill out of you by doing this. They feel empowered and strong. They feel a sense of self and wholeness. Then they make sure things are okay for a while. They make you believe everything is finally working out. They even give you what you deserve. But too soon do things begin to go back to how they were before. Things go back to hell. To shit. And It's on and off. It's back and forth. And almost always, you comeback as a lesser version of yourself. You come back exhausted and even more broken... until the day they abandon you. Until the day they get bored and move on to the next person their next victim. I've seen this one too many times and I can spot a real asshole when i see one. So to say the least, it's not your fault. It's just some people are fucking sick. Some people have no respect for human life. They just take and take and take. And the sad part is, they make innocent, loving people like you believe you've been sharing yourself the wrong way you're entire life. Like you've been doing something wrong. Like what you feel isn't what you're supposed to feel. Like what's in your heart is something you're NOT supposed to follow. Like what you love is something you're NOT supposed to love. They take full hearts and leave them empty. They take beautiful souls and leave them cold. ©THE LOST SOUL #Truth_of_Life #reationships #Myth #MyThoughts