I kept trying n trying n trying But my way wasn't right. But I was in extreme physical pain n I still am. I am living by one hour at a time. But let's just keep it aside. I just wanted to know the truth. Your truth. I knew mine, And that was I didn't hate you, and that was I couldnt stop loving you. but later I found myself just trying hard to numb myself, from your devil like form, a kick in the hernia, and then a storm, stronger than hurricane Katrina, you had added Kael you gotta move on, woah How could I? You were not a channel I could switch off from, but this was just my part, a scar that torn me apart, and then after 3 months of public humiliation, your statement came that I did no wrong, well thanks a lot, but by that the damage went too far, by that time I had taken enough hate from this world, that I was faced with 3 choices, 1st was suicide.. which is just not my thing although in my darkest moments I did try, that was the worst I did to myself while I was brain fried, 2nd was... REVENGE.. a sudden and instant gratification would be the prize, but I would have lost my conscience as a price, and there's nothing in this universe that can take a bite off the god's grace inside me, so I chose the 3rd, put the headphones on, retrain my ears, relearn to stand and walk, because shit wasn't over and I had a crippling disabiling ménière's disease, to take care off, and guess what I did it, OH YES I DID IT, NOT ONLY I AM ABLE TO LISTEN TO MUSIC ONVE AGAIN, I HAVE MADE A COMEBACK LIKE A TACHYON, SO THANK YOU SO MUCH, FOR REMINDING HOW FUCKING POWERFUL I AM.... ©Akhil Kael ohhh yesss yesss I did it #Drown