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I have no pain to feel anymore, No qualms to solve

I have no pain to feel anymore,
No qualms to solve anymore,
No reason for this life anymore,
Oh what is the truth for this life?
Why can't I move forward, for i have taken the billionth step?
Why can't i see green when alive?
You say, " for that you shall have to die!"
Why can't i feel love and see it too? 
Not just from sons but daughters too!
To feel numbness is worse than pain
I need to draw blood 
Give me the whack of your scythe.
Could i see life with spirit eyes?
Why do you shake your head? 
Is it frustration?
But you smile,
Is it amusing?
I am so confused.
The scythe! the scythe!
Harvest me,
And give the real sight. Rotten crop.
I have no pain to feel anymore,
No qualms to solve anymore,
No reason for this life anymore,
Oh what is the truth for this life?
Why can't I move forward, for i have taken the billionth step?
Why can't i see green when alive?
You say, " for that you shall have to die!"
Why can't i feel love and see it too? 
Not just from sons but daughters too!
To feel numbness is worse than pain
I need to draw blood 
Give me the whack of your scythe.
Could i see life with spirit eyes?
Why do you shake your head? 
Is it frustration?
But you smile,
Is it amusing?
I am so confused.
The scythe! the scythe!
Harvest me,
And give the real sight. Rotten crop.