I have no pain to feel anymore, No qualms to solve anymore, No reason for this life anymore, Oh what is the truth for this life? Why can't I move forward, for i have taken the billionth step? Why can't i see green when alive? You say, " for that you shall have to die!" Why can't i feel love and see it too? Not just from sons but daughters too! To feel numbness is worse than pain I need to draw blood Give me the whack of your scythe. Could i see life with spirit eyes? Why do you shake your head? Is it frustration? But you smile, Is it amusing? I am so confused. The scythe! the scythe! Harvest me, And give the real sight. Rotten crop.