chapter 1 I saw myself "she is bleeding terribly" said a lady "hurry up!!" said few more scuttling. I could see white light in front of me, pain in my head, a sticky liquid on my face, few faces vanishing then coming back. light switching on & off!! is the floor moving? "riaa...my bachha, happy birthday to you.... less ordinary..... why dont you get married? I am sorry riaa..... I love my job!............. why you doing this.... They are different people..... Pride.... you are a girl riaa.... my country... just one more time....... It wasn't your fault...... I love my life..." what is happening to me.. People say when we die we see our life in front of us!!