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I have been lost more times Than there were unsolv

I have been lost more times
Than there were unsolved crimes
I have been in darkness
And bound to eternity of unwilling distress
I hated my life more than winter were dispised
I have more chocking pride than a CEO of a huge enterprise

And all of this hateful and distasteful feelings
Is just because of me wanting to feel full of giggling
Giggling from being so engulfed in beautiful, pure love
Love that made me feel free like a dove
That made me feel like dancing on luscious clouds
That made me hear people speak in beautiful sounds

Someone to except me for the weird girl i am
And not expecting me to be like every other Sam
That entertained my fantasy and mythical thoughts 
Just to hear me giggle and found dat as cute sports
That wondered around with me when we were alone
In a land of dreams and mystic where we  sat in thrones
I may be an adult, but found my way of thinking the one thing that made him love me even more
That understood why i hated horrors and gore
That hugged and kissed me just because he felt a longing need 
That did unexpected romantic deeds
That didnt expect much from me
But just in his arms and heart to be

I want him to laugh with me and have fun with me
And ravish ourselfs with silly things in total glee
That respects people and has compassion 
Everything he does is with eager passion
That fills his time with productive things to do
Or just have lazy days with me and a dvd or two

Is that too much to ask
Is there a guy like this on my way to pass
Is there men like this still out there
And if there is, why have i not received my one of the share

I will be so loyal, good, loving and fun
If you will only treat me like im your one and only sun What i need in a man
I have been lost more times
Than there were unsolved crimes
I have been in darkness
And bound to eternity of unwilling distress
I hated my life more than winter were dispised
I have more chocking pride than a CEO of a huge enterprise

And all of this hateful and distasteful feelings
Is just because of me wanting to feel full of giggling
Giggling from being so engulfed in beautiful, pure love
Love that made me feel free like a dove
That made me feel like dancing on luscious clouds
That made me hear people speak in beautiful sounds

Someone to except me for the weird girl i am
And not expecting me to be like every other Sam
That entertained my fantasy and mythical thoughts 
Just to hear me giggle and found dat as cute sports
That wondered around with me when we were alone
In a land of dreams and mystic where we  sat in thrones
I may be an adult, but found my way of thinking the one thing that made him love me even more
That understood why i hated horrors and gore
That hugged and kissed me just because he felt a longing need 
That did unexpected romantic deeds
That didnt expect much from me
But just in his arms and heart to be

I want him to laugh with me and have fun with me
And ravish ourselfs with silly things in total glee
That respects people and has compassion 
Everything he does is with eager passion
That fills his time with productive things to do
Or just have lazy days with me and a dvd or two

Is that too much to ask
Is there a guy like this on my way to pass
Is there men like this still out there
And if there is, why have i not received my one of the share

I will be so loyal, good, loving and fun
If you will only treat me like im your one and only sun What i need in a man