As the bridge falls and crumbles into dust, I am at the vulnerable side, yet, I can see the destruction in slow motion. Hooked to the bizarre, mesmerising - my fall from grace in third person. Perhaps, I will understand now, why we visit the ruins of previous nations - calling it museums, mausoleums or places of historical significance. No, we don't think - hardly ever - dust we are and to dust we shall return. No, we like to stand gloriously in the midst of ruins hoping ourselves indestructible. And here's my 4 AM verbal vomit. #yqbaba #indestructible #dust