'𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘' #wcletgo Five torturous months of swallowing grief by the gallons, choking on it watching my happy world lie miserably inert in the ICU caressed by every insensitive apparatus shriveled up, surgically cut, lifeless