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I write to remain sane.

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When will I learn
To stay put and not run
From the thoughts that beg to be heard.
From the sore wounds that demands,
To be cared for. 
When will I learn
The power of the words.
When will I learn the Words that heal, 
And forget words that scar.
When will I learn
That it's alright to not fit in and be who you are. 
When will I learn
To love me enough to set me free. 
I need to learn to take care of the loans I was provided with.
The time, the body, the life and everything in it. 
Need to learn before I am called.
To account for all that I did.
All that I said. 
And all that I neglected.
It's not late, yet.
Maybe I still have few hours, fortunate if it's days. 
But I know the day will arrive. 
I know it's rushing by.
And soon I have to bid farewell, 
To all things i loved and despised.
Only wish is when I go there is more to love and less to despise;
I go when death it better than the life.
But before I leave, I need to learn.
Learn to be brave, as I am too timid to love. 
I hope I make someone smile and wipe few tears along the way.
I just hope I live before I leave. 
I hope I've said things I need to say.
I hope there are less things to regret on my day.

©min before it's late

#Trees

before it's late #Trees

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All I see is an imposter,
Battling to reflect the narrative.
Confused of the labels,
Tired of trying each.
Nothing ever seems to fit.
Nothing feels warm. 
The place she is guided to,
Just feels strange and wrong.

©min confused

confused

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You spent hundreds of sleepless nights,
fighting through anxieties and self doubts.
Missing countless hangouts.
Saying no to the desirable fun things. 
Just so you attain your dream.
You almost gave up.
But decided to continue with the tiny strand of hope left within you.
And here you are, letting someone else decide your path.
Never. Allow. That.




















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©min #HeartBook
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Oh how I wish this longing would end.
Maybe if I only knew what it is I long for,
maybe then, I'd find a home. 
A home where I feel I belong.
A home, where I can just, Be.
A home, where I finally find Me. 






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©Yayoroju #touchthesky
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Tumhe shayad andaza nahi ki kitne khas ho tum..
Har muskurahat ki ab wajah ban chuke ho tum.
Ab bas tumse sawarna he aur tumpe hi lootna he..
Raaste jese ho, ab bas tere sang chalna hein..
Akhir k baad tak ka safar jo ab tay karna hein.
Qasmein Wadein na samjho ise, magar,
Umar bhar ka sath zaroor nibhana hein.
Ese hi bas haste hasate, mohabbat se ab ye zindagi guzaarna hein..




                                                                      -yasmin

©Yayoroju mine Alhamdulillah❤️

#dryleaf

mine Alhamdulillah❤️ #dryleaf

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Haa meine ye kabhi socha na tha!                                 

Zindagi haaton se phisal rahi thi, Zindagi k barey me sochte sochte..
Sochta tha ye kese karu, Is Rishte ko kese nibhau.
Ammi-Abbuu k ummido ko kese zahiri Shakal-o-surat doo.
Par waqt k sath har mushkil aasan huyi,
Ar-Rahim k karam se har uljhan sulajhti gayi..
Haa kabhi meine ye socha na tha.

Ki thi jo duain meine Rab se raat k tanhaiyon mein.
Yu toh Rab k meher se na-ummed kabhi na tha.
Par Allah aapke shakal mein ek duwa yu kabul farmayega,
Haa meine ye kabhi socha na tha.

Do log jo kabhi rubaru na huye,
Kese unka har khwaish, Har sapna yaksa huwa.
Ye Al-Azeem ka ehsaan hi hein humpar.
Haa kabhi meine ye socha na tha.

Ab yahi iltiza hein Al-Mujeeb se,
Itni taufiq hemein ata karein,
Hum saath rehkar, Har imtihaan se guzar kar,
Duniya k sath Akhirat ka bhi safar tay karein.
Yu apne Jazbaat'O ko shabdo mein paros kar tumharey samne rakhunga,
Haa kabhi meine ye socha na tha.

©Yayoroju habibi💕

#peace

habibi💕 #peace

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Ab itna kuch keh gaye,
mere kehne ko kuch shayad bacha nahi..
Shayad jo mehsoos kar rahi hoo,
Lafzon mein wo baya kar pau nahi.

Sach kahu toh meine bhi kuch esa socha nahi.
Duwaein toh hazaaron ki, magar is Qadar Qubool hogi, 
Ye kabhi socha nahi..
Rab shayad raazi hein jo zindagi mein aap mile.
Intezaar ka akhir mitha hota hein suna tha.. Itna hoga, ye socha nahi.

Kuch haadso ne naumeed sa kar rakha tha.
Yakeen in baato par karna zara mushkil sa tha.
"ki har kisi ke liye koi bana hein" - suna zaroor tha.
Magar, mere liye bhi Rab bhejega.. aur itna khoobsurat bhejega,
Ye kabhi socha nahi.

Aapne jis Qadar baya ki, utne bakhoobi toh nahi kar paye.
Magar janab, jazbaat wahi hein..
Dhoondo toh shayad in lafzon mein kahi nazar aaye.
Agar phir bhi tasalli na mile, toh bas zikr karna ek baar.
Sau dafa kya, Hazaar dafa dohraanein mein humein koi shikwa nahi.
          -yours💕

©Yayoroju mine💕

#Grassland

mine💕 #Grassland

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What's yours will find you
InshahAllah

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This needs to be said.
DO NOT play games with a person who has been blessed (more like cursed) with an overthinking mind. Just SAY IT OUT CLEARLY. If you don't they will create thousand different meanings of your metaphorical language. 
You wanna talk to them-Say it. You upset on them- Say it. You like them- Say it out loud. You wanna end things- Say louder. 
Just SAY it.

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Just want you to know....                                                       

It's not easy to let go the baagage you've been carrying this long.
It's not easy to unsee what you've seen.
It's difficult to just empty the cup filled with horrors to the rim.
Just know, I know you are not him.
Trust me when i say i am trying.
Trying harder than i've ever been.
But if you wanna leave,
I have no right to ask you stay.
If I am taking too long to be what you want me to be,
Trust me, it's okay for you to say goodbyes and walk away.   


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