The agony is not when you are let down by the person you love, but when you have all the reasons to loathe that person but you just keep on loving them, in hopes. And how it goes on attaining depths.
It took me almost 4 years to decide on a career. I was of the opinion that that was the toughest phase for me, a phase when you just keep on running without having a direction, until this bridge came into the way. The only way to cross through and one of a good deal of things I've always been afrai #yqbaba#hmm
Nisha
Little things...
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Nisha
हमें साथ बैठ कर बातें करनी हैं उस समँदर के किनारे, मुझे डर है के इस सपने के पूरे होने से पहले कहीं तुम चले गए तो! कहीं मैं चली गई या कहीं वो समँदर सुख गया तो!? ऐसे कब तलक जीया जाए, ये गांठें खुलती क्यूं नहीं, उम्मीद बुझ क्यूं जाति है, इसी ज़िन्दगी में पाकर तुम्हें खोना है, मेरा ये डर खत्म क्यूँ नहीं हो पा रहा? ये आरज़ू ये तमन्ना ये सोने के रंग का ख्वाब आखिर कब पूरा होगा, साथ में तुम्हारे एक अरसा जीना भी तो है।
समंदर के किनारे तुम्हारे साथ होने का ख्वाब बरसो तक अधूरा रहा है, अब लगता है के पूरा नह #yqbaba#yqdidi#chashni
Nisha
सुनो, मैंने थाम के रखा है तुम्हें, तब से। मैं शायद तुम्हें अब जाने दूँ, बस तुम्हारे बारे में लिखने के बाद, शायद आसान हो जाए तुम्हें जाने देना। ट्रेन में देखा था तुम्हें पहली दफा, कौनसी ट्रेन थी, पता नहीं, तुमने क्या पहना था, तुम्हारी सूरत, आवाज़, रंग, कुछ भी याद नहीं। बस तुम याद हो, अपनी माँ का राजा बेटा...
तुम्हारी माँ सो पाए इसलिए रात भर जाग रहे थे, नीचे वाले साइड बर्थ पर, मैं ऊपर वाले बर्थ पर थी, तुम्हें देखे जा रही थी, एक टक। देखते देखते मुझे नींद आ गई, सोचा था तुमसे तुम्हारा नाम पूछूँगी, तब #yqbaba#yqdidi
What do you exactly do, when your soul longs, "set me free"?
Are emotions overrated? Do I brag? Who knows, when even I don't. "Top of the world" and "Depths of despair", the only two characters my movie is made with. Despair plays summer of 2021, stays long, it's an over actor moreover, stays longer, snatches out even the deepest burried, partially developed, hopeless, dilapidated, yet lookable pieces of joy.
Both the characters are lonely, which former doesn't like to be, later dies not to be #idontknow
Nisha
This chaotic insight is asking to be written down. Like every other person who feels suicidal does, writes! And this is the right time, I feel, to convey, to get this out. I might be no more, later, and you either don't have to bear me.
This is not killing me, this is not letting me live either. It's forming a horizon, which you desire to touch, middle-stuck, though watchable, unreachable!
As simple as that, and as difficult as that.
Batman is weaker at heart, look at him behind the mask, he
Nisha
This is a strong feeling.
And the very beautiful thing is that I realize that this is love. A love which is inexplicable, a different kind of love.
No, not what you are thinking. This is different. The strong urge to appreciate someone for what they are and what they do is I believe is a kind of love which is levelled somewhere with the kind of love between two strangers who have just escaped a war zone and now have only each other around.
Yes, I love you like this, and you shouldn't be dead f #ssr#iamuptosomething