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it's three in the morning. my stomach burns as if my blood is mercury. once again i'm crying for my glory. not glory, but is this what love is? that's it? i feel invisible. do you see me crawl behind your back as i embrace you from behind but you don't reciprocate it? you're on your phone. do you see me when i massage your feet and you instantly fall asleep? why am i doing this to myself? is it just because i'm smaller than you but big enough that you think i don't need you? it makes me bitter.

it's three in the morning. my stomach burns as if my blood is mercury. once again i'm crying for my glory. not glory, but is this what love is? that's it? i feel invisible. do you see me crawl behind your back as i embrace you from behind but you don't reciprocate it? you're on your phone. do you see me when i massage your feet and you instantly fall asleep? why am i doing this to myself? is it just because i'm smaller than you but big enough that you think i don't need you? it makes me bitter.

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future "the future," i sighed. the Future. stop holding my shoulders stop i look down at her sleeping body. the Future. i hear the hooves of your demons crushing our skulls. the Future. "you won't care if i die, will you, you monster" i spit it out. you shake your head. i don't want to cry, i don't want to cry again because of you. for the first time, you're something so ugly and hateable and. so big and bold and blind. where were you when i fell today? you were in front of me. why didn't you pick me u

future "the future," i sighed. the Future. stop holding my shoulders stop i look down at her sleeping body. the Future. i hear the hooves of your demons crushing our skulls. the Future. "you won't care if i die, will you, you monster" i spit it out. you shake your head. i don't want to cry, i don't want to cry again because of you. for the first time, you're something so ugly and hateable and. so big and bold and blind. where were you when i fell today? you were in front of me. why didn't you pick me u

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Of course, of course, tranquilized traumatized ostracized chicken eyes That one goddamn picture. June took your eyes away like a potato peeler. Get naked and get americanized all of your glittery golden shit you go about. Daffodils here daffodils there why don't you eat them up bitch. Hoarding up locking up hiding this, hiding that, well, why don't you hide your face, why don't you go follow thinspo and get limbs half your original size? 26. 26. Half will be 13. Yeah? Then you will be taken by the wind like a bony kite, kids will point to your skin, your hide, all blue and thin and infested with cellulite And will that be all you ever wanted? TW / It is summer. I am warm. / #fifteen_ramona #nixteen #sicksteen #ramonasfavourites 535

Of course, of course, tranquilized traumatized ostracized chicken eyes That one goddamn picture. June took your eyes away like a potato peeler. Get naked and get americanized all of your glittery golden shit you go about. Daffodils here daffodils there why don't you eat them up bitch. Hoarding up locking up hiding this, hiding that, well, why don't you hide your face, why don't you go follow thinspo and get limbs half your original size? 26. 26. Half will be 13. Yeah? Then you will be taken by the wind like a bony kite, kids will point to your skin, your hide, all blue and thin and infested with cellulite And will that be all you ever wanted? TW / It is summer. I am warm. / #fifteen_ramona #nixteen #sicksteen #ramonasfavourites 535

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I showed them my blue toes and blue nails, all because of the cold they burnt them to tell me how to keep warm Keep warm and keep mum. #nixteen

I showed them my blue toes and blue nails, all because of the cold they burnt them to tell me how to keep warm Keep warm and keep mum. #nixteen

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but after a while, everyone stopped listening #nixteen #sicksteen

but after a while, everyone stopped listening #nixteen #sicksteen

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why did u do it why did you do it am i supposed to be sorry am i listening how much did i pay at the petrol station i couldn't stop fogging my glasses did i fall down too why did you do it why did you do it the helmet broke but all i was scared of was going home i'm sorry the helmet broke i'm sorry you'll have to get my head fixed i'm sorry please shut the alarm up i will be using this space for myself and my mind now #nixteen #sicksteen

why did u do it why did you do it am i supposed to be sorry am i listening how much did i pay at the petrol station i couldn't stop fogging my glasses did i fall down too why did you do it why did you do it the helmet broke but all i was scared of was going home i'm sorry the helmet broke i'm sorry you'll have to get my head fixed i'm sorry please shut the alarm up i will be using this space for myself and my mind now #nixteen #sicksteen

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because i never really knew what had been done with me until now. i never wanted this. i never wanted to be loved for my thinness, my giftedness, my obedience, my suppression. i never wanted to be on guard when i wasn't even an adult. i never wanted to be opinionless. i never wanted to be so dependent and protected that you would have to help me tell my teachers i needed to get reminders to drink water for my fucking scabby lips. i never wanted to gift you handmade cards and watch you stash them

because i never really knew what had been done with me until now. i never wanted this. i never wanted to be loved for my thinness, my giftedness, my obedience, my suppression. i never wanted to be on guard when i wasn't even an adult. i never wanted to be opinionless. i never wanted to be so dependent and protected that you would have to help me tell my teachers i needed to get reminders to drink water for my fucking scabby lips. i never wanted to gift you handmade cards and watch you stash them

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newer? [Trigger Warning] __________________ i am thinning i suppose or i'd like to. the thumbles haven't been found since december 2020 and all the writers are asking.

newer? [Trigger Warning] __________________ i am thinning i suppose or i'd like to. the thumbles haven't been found since december 2020 and all the writers are asking.

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Forty minutes and she threw a cooker at him I woke up to her shouting. she called me a bitch yesterday. she told me that I should change my face. and he's no less, wants to make me cry in the name of the "outside world's bad" and when I do, he's got those warm eyes to make me melt. and they tell me to tell them everything and keep my promises, to trust them with my life. but I'm afraid that when I get killed by them (a privilege to be killed by your gods) they'll say it was an accident. They fight like monsters and later it's the perfect love. And they are so kind, so kind. I can't talk to anyone about this but them, and I will be a lucky person if they believe me because everyone, including them, thinks that they're perfect. so today I hid my ugly face, I did my best to hide away. I bled my tongue trying to bite it and stayed quiet, because I don't want to die, because it won't matter if I break, It won't matter if I break. It's no use asking "why did you do this to me". They'll simply say they didn't. _______________ On why my brain represses my memories and I write in codes. I can't talk about it. If I do, I risk Just the same thing. You don't even have to read five lines and you know what I'm talking about. Trauma is a brand now. And yes, they turned me into Nix. Finally. #nixteen

Forty minutes and she threw a cooker at him I woke up to her shouting. she called me a bitch yesterday. she told me that I should change my face. and he's no less, wants to make me cry in the name of the "outside world's bad" and when I do, he's got those warm eyes to make me melt. and they tell me to tell them everything and keep my promises, to trust them with my life. but I'm afraid that when I get killed by them (a privilege to be killed by your gods) they'll say it was an accident. They fight like monsters and later it's the perfect love. And they are so kind, so kind. I can't talk to anyone about this but them, and I will be a lucky person if they believe me because everyone, including them, thinks that they're perfect. so today I hid my ugly face, I did my best to hide away. I bled my tongue trying to bite it and stayed quiet, because I don't want to die, because it won't matter if I break, It won't matter if I break. It's no use asking "why did you do this to me". They'll simply say they didn't. _______________ On why my brain represses my memories and I write in codes. I can't talk about it. If I do, I risk Just the same thing. You don't even have to read five lines and you know what I'm talking about. Trauma is a brand now. And yes, they turned me into Nix. Finally. #nixteen

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:) wake up in the morning, gaslit and fresh breakfast with the family, yelling at my ass teacher gives me homework i watch Her slap her now i have to parent else they'll kill her

:) wake up in the morning, gaslit and fresh breakfast with the family, yelling at my ass teacher gives me homework i watch Her slap her now i have to parent else they'll kill her